tpatrick93

43, gay, father of a teen aged son. We are all so proud of what an amazing, "gentle"man he is becoming. The world at large is very lucky to have such loving, intelligent and strong man We are very close. I have been Single for the 2 last years. It has beenvery difficult, I truly believed I had met my life mate when in truth I was just another notch on his belt I have wasted these 2 years trying to convinve my ex to love me. How asinine. Perhaps they weren't wasted but I have yet to discover the value. I Enter school in FALL has a totally blind TV/Cinema student to learn the craft behind the scenes this time. I'm commited to do it but I am scared too.I usually don't do something that I don't already show a great deal of talent. But I must makea radical shift. II no longer need or want to mange a lot of staff or having the buck stop wiith. me. I just want learn something new besides in this culture no matter how bad the economy is. We must be entertained at all times. I hope to land a job as an assistant producer or director. I am of couse still seking spiritual clarity. The impossible destination it is all about the journey and the relationships we form. But believe I won't be taking anymore stray cats, dogs or MEN The well is dry.