esteebee

I'm on a journey...there's no other way to describe it... Strange journey but true. There are days i wish i was someone else, there are days i'm begging for more light and there are days i wish i could just end it all...I'm not suicidal :-) It's just a hard road to travel... In plain terms, I'm a single girl. I love God. I love life. I'm constantly craving something more. I'm not scared of hell. I'm terrified of living for one second knowing that God has given up on me and can't halp me any longer. I MUST be with Him forever. Sometimes i think He has possessed me with a love for him that simply can NEVER die...